I had my Rest

Am I aware of the situation?

Or just pretending that I know

Whatever it may bring

That cause too much for me.

Move to the world of burden

Did nothing, but to observed

Do people have peace of mind

Or they happy destructing mine

Everyone laughs on it

Like an amphitheater in city

I am innocent, not ignorant

In the middle of the show, I played.

Listen, I yelled on mercy

Never turn to the past, I heard

Too strong, I am not for I am human

Hold to what they called – Faith.

Yield for I know now the reason

Of my existence, not on the stage

In the society of different roles

I’m not actress, I’m real servant.

Now I had fulfilled the glass

That before was empty of content

Recognized Him, the best I did

In His arm, I am in deep rest.

If I Stay

Wondering why I'm feeling this way

I should be happy everyone always say

But the question is, how can I be

If I just felt that your happiness is not me.

Frustrated when I can't make it

When She can, it hurts me a little bit

Asking myself am I really the right one for you?

If not, I should know so it won't break me through.

I may not always your Wonderwoman

To be strongly there when there's no one

Dunno if I deserve to be always at your side

Cause when it hurts, I almost died!

Maybe I'm that weak to face this jealousy,

She can make you happier, yes.. I see

All I can give is my whole life to you

That's all I can, lesser than She can do.

I really really love you more

You're the boy that I've been searching for

But if you will please me to let you go

I will, cause ever since, I see and I know.